• Real Talk

    Letter to my ex

    Dear Alex, You keep telling everyone that you want me back, I’m not coming back. You tell everyone about our good times, and how we were so happy together, how we worked so well together. You tell them about how much you miss me, I don’t miss you. I wasn’t happy with you. You hurt me, you used me, you lied to me, and I could never trust you. I’ll never be able to trust you. You pushed away everyone that loved me, told them they weren’t good enough. You told me I didn’t deserve their love. You taught me to hate myself, the way I looked, the way I…

  • Real Talk

    Not a suicide letter

    I thought about ending it again, today. Seated on the balcony of my empty apartment, surrounded by crickets and nightflies and butterflies and worms, I thought about going over to the great beyond. I hadn’t thought about it in months, until today. I had thought that things were getting better– that I was getting better. Every day I would wake up and smile, shining my light on everyone I could find on my way out and about, hoping to make their lives a little better. And when I got back to the sanctuary of my empty apartment, I’d tell myself that I was fine, and that everything was fine. I…

  • Short story

    An angel was born

    Have you ever seen a fallen angel? In all the stories we’ve read, we were told that fallen angels were evil, that they were after our downfall, to lead us into doom. Have you ever wondered, though, about those angels with the purest souls, who fell down to pick up the lost ones and guide them into the light? I never thought they existed, that is, until I found one myself. — Sometime 2008-2010 We loved our big brother dearly, but he was in a phase. The period of time where friends tool precedence over family, and sisters were little more than annoying pests. It made me scared, I couldn’t…